I found out today that a girl I work with just got engaged… 

With so many of the people around me recently getting married, engaged and having babies, it really makes me want to move on the next part in my relationship with Tom. 

I don’t understand how other people are doing it. As much as Tom and I want to have our life together now, reality is standing in the way for us, its really frustrating and I’m trying not to be jealous and to just enjoy were I’m at now with things but its so hard. 

Quite frankly, fuck this.

Winter really needs to be over

I’m really getting tired of the crushing nerve pain that comes every time is snows. 

narobe:

my hobbies include listening to the same album on repeat and being a bitter asshole

I’ve never been the person that anyone thinks of ever calling because they’re looking for someone to talk to or hang out with. I have such a hard time understanding why I’m so easily out of sight out of mind. 

is anyone out there?